This was me 4 years ago January, last year, last month, yesterday…and this is me still, today…..I listened to an online video this evening regarding malignant narcissists and my fear level went from tolerable to paranoid again. We have a child together, I have to communicate with him and when I don’t in a way he finds acceptable, he punishes me. He uses my daughter as a pawn and withholds contact when he has her so she is not allowed to talk to me …. He threatens trips out of the country and he has the money so he does it…. Does it ever end?
I am doing really good. I am really. I can’t believe that not too long ago my entire life collapsed in front of my eyes, and I was on surviving mode for months which pretty much meant keeping my head above the havoc in order to breath. It took a while before I was able to dig myself out of the chaos my ex had created, but with the help and support of people around me I did. To be honest, I have accomplished a lot of amazing things in my life, but one of my proudest moments was when I left him and chose to live with dignity. After all, I deserve a respectful, happy and peaceful life. Ever since then, I am getting closer to achieve that for myself, and it feels like my ex is somehow smelling the joy and happiness that is coming my way.
Over…
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